1998

This is one of my favorite pictures. It's not a real good one but just special to me. 3 of the very most important people in my life together one last time. Julie only got to spend 6 months with my daughter as she died the following December. It sucks that Kate will never get to know her. I can't dwell on it though cuz it tears me apart.

Not sure if I just wasn't in the creative mood or if I am just irritated in general but I had a hard time deciding on anything for this layout. It usually comes a little easier than that!

Kit used for this layout is by Melissa from Heartfelt scraps. Hers are my favorite by far!

Attempted to lay down for a nap this afternoon. NO DO!!! Pisses me off when I am sooooo tired and just lay there with my mind wandering! I am anxious about the trip too. Maybe more than anyone else. When we first learned we were going on the trip, I asked my Mom if she wanted to go cuz I try to include her in everything. She said no she had no desire to do that. So that was like 3 months ago. Today she tells me she is jealous of us because we are going on vacation. I have felt like shit about it all day. I even tried to think of a way to take her with us at the last minute but I don't know that we can. I made my reservations like 2 months ago and Mom isn't gonna be able to go to Six Flags and the zoo and every place we are going. She just can't stand the heat and she can't walk very far. UGH!! I am promising myself that I will take her to the casino or some place in a few months when we get caught up! That is all I can do. Still feel sick about it though. She has told me repeatidly that she doesn't want to be alone. I almost feel guilty for going on vacation. UGH!! Gonna Cry! STOP IT, STOP IT, STOP IT!!!!!