Adding A Header?

Ok..I have spent the last hour making a header for this site and then attempting to put it in place. I have now decided that this site looks LOVELY without the header! LOLL I just couldn't get it to look right without changing the whole template and possibly sacrificing all the work I have already done.

I slept almost all night last night...well from 12-5. I am a bit tired this morning. I want to call in tonight but can't think of a good excuse so I will probably drag my happy butt there anyway. I swear these next 4 nights are gonna be REALLY hard 4 me. Dean found my child support stub that I wasn't gonna tell him about cuz I am afraid that he won't donate his share to the trip. I HATE this about him. It is WORSE than pulling teeth. I have paid 500 on lodging already. I have bought the AI tickets (almost 200). We are driving my car and I pay most of the bills. Is it too much to ask 4 him to donate 500?? One wouldn't think so. I get very aggravated about this. I have asked him like 50 times if he still has the money 4 the trip and he tells me yes. Won't be satisfied until I see him spending it. I will try to go through his money first! If at all possible. My worst fear is we are gonna get to St. Louis and he won't have any money and then I will end up paying 4 everything and we will be fighting the whole trip. He doesn't know it but I am using this trip as a "see if this is gonna work" trip. We don't get along a lot of the times and I am far more financially secure than he is. Just want more than anything to have a man support me or HELP support my family. Something I will probably never find. I just have really bad luck with men. I don't have to worry about him reading this either cuz he has NO interest in my blogs or any of my sites.

Can u tell I am feeling sorry 4 myself this morning???

Maybe I just need more sleep. I am just so stressed out and there are sooooooo many things I want to do after the trip as well. Working not being one of them!

I think I work with the queen tonight. I can hardly wait!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I am so sick of work and I am not sure what I am gonna do about that. I think I need to be on an anti depressant. My mood is sooooooooooo up and down.

Welp think I am gonna go get some sleep. Does anyone ever read this or is this site just for me??? Things I often think about.