Headed 2 Camp!!!!

My baby left yesterday morning for Camp Geiger. He has only been in the boy scouts for a year now but I think he is really enjoying it and hopefully will help keep him out of trouble. He is such a beautiful young man! I found a picture of him the other day when he was in the 2nd or 3rd grade and he was soooooo chunky. I didn't realize that he was that chunky. I guess I have just always seen the best in my babies. Even through all the bad. I continue to struggle with the fact that they are growing up so fast and in 6 more years Andy will be 18. I am just soooooo afraid of being alone. Scares me to think that I will have no further reason for existing. My life is my children and without them it's kinda like what's the point? They are my incentive for getting up and going everyday. Dean talks about when the kids are gone we can go on vacation and stuff but I don't even have the desire to do that without them. Damn I'm an old sap! I am sure I am not the only one who is going through this. I need a support group or something! LOLL

Anyway, so Andy will be gone for an entire week. As soon as he left yesterday, I felt this lump in my throat. UGH!!! Needless to say, its gonna be a long week! Luckily we get to go see him Wednesday night and have dinner with him. CAN'T WAIT!!!!!